rawr.

i think the only real way to get over a break up is to remember all the shit he did.and then laugh at how dumb and naive his family are for believing all the bullshit he has fed them to get himself out of trouble. using me as a scapegoat. then laugh even more that he has no real friends left, as most of them have messaged me me with their words of support behind his back. he cheated, he lied - so convincingly that me and my family all fell for it, and he probably believed his lies too- and abandoned his son, denying his existence. but i know deep down it will eat him up inside, but im fine with that. he made the decision. i hope he does find someone else and remains faithful and true to them, because no-one deserves to be put through the hell that i have been through the last 11 weeks. i pray that both him and his family are content with their decision. im over it, even got myself a cheeky date :)